TO KILL ACHILLES – …and I’m an Addict Lyrics

I canʼt open my eyes without thinking ‘bout you
Your kiss, stains my lips and Iʼm lost, floating in ecstasy
Youʼre never too far gone to come back to me

Now I feel you
Youʼre running through my veins

And this is never the way but by the end of the day my headʼs spinning and again itʼs too late

Itʼs been a long time coming and Iʼve been waiting for the day
Where I can tell you honestly
Iʼve already lost control and Iʼm scared Iʼm losing even more

Well cheers to that

Well you can call it withdrawal but when youʼre not in my world
My hands shake and my heart beat feels fake
Itʼs like the lights get too bright and I go full fight or flight
Now Iʼm sweating, I just need you with me

Well you know what they say
Less is more and moreʼs ok with me
It always starts with just a touch
But then I feel my head rush

Yeah I feel you ruining my day

But I drink anyway

Itʼs been a long time coming and Iʼve been waiting for the day
Where I can tell you honestly
Iʼve already lost control and Iʼm scared Iʼm losing even more
Someone take this glass from me I canʼt see my way out

So hereʼs the thing I wake in the morning and I feel ok, a sore head but Iʼm ready for the day and I think to myself, thereʼs got to be another way ‘cause I can be strong and I can be kind and I can be anything I fucking like, so why do I resort to being what I am, an addict, a junkie, a lesser man, well I wonʼt have it. And so the cycle goes, wake up, regret, pass out, repeat, Iʼm so bored of lying to myself and I hate what Iʼve become, someone pass the bottle, Iʼm done

And so the cycle goes
Wake up
Regret
Pass out
Repeat
Once more
Wake up
Regret
Pass out
Repeat
No more